FIXed I need 1.12.30 update for defy? can anyone help with this at least?

shadow 813

Dec 10, 2011
Ok, i tried to manually update my phone. After which she rebooted straight to the boot loader. Finally gave up and reflashed the sbf, did the stable version but didnt like that some was in chinese and some in english. Figured, y not, let me try again. This time with the latest try, got stuck on the M, not even past 2ndinit.
Reflashing my sbf again.
ANYbody have 1.12.30 for the defy, and perhaps some insight as to y this update didnt stick?

Any help is appreciated. Gonna go back to banging my head against the wall...